Monday, July 1, 2024
Amber, Deanna and I were called the Holy Trinity which was coined by Andrew Ernest because of his (lapsed) Catholic upbringing. Amber, Deanna and I worked closely together from our homes. It always felt like we were together, mostly through emails back and forth and sometimes a phone call or a Zoom meeting. While discussing work, we sometimes discussed personal things which made us even closer. Amber had told me of her decision not to have surgery for her cancer again because the last one was so hard to come back from and she just didn't want to go through that again. I understood, but I'd hoped we could have her for longer. She will be missed very much, and I wish I'd told her that while she was still alive. But I talk to her now in my mind and sometimes even out loud and I hope she hears me and knows that we are all crushed by her passing.
